That's a really nice fantasy, MissCharlotte.

I have an ongoing fantasy that I give something really special back to T in return and gratitude for all he has done for me. I would give this gift anonymously but I would really enjoy seeing him experience it and not knowing where it came from. I would give him back his hair. He has gone bald, and is one of those guys who shaves his head (what is left of the hair). I have seen pictures of him when he was younger and he had very long (ponytail) hair, well past the time when it was fashionable. So in my fantasy I somehow have magical powers (or maybe I get a wish granted) and I make it so his hair grows back. I imagine seeing him each week in therapy and noticing that his hair is gradually growing in the places where it didn't use to. And he stops shaving his head and he gets a full head of hair again. And I ask him what happened?, and he is dumbfounded, but he loves it. I never tell him it was I who gave him back his hair, but I really enjoy his pleasure at getting it back again. Is that strange or what?