thanks to all of you.

i hadn't thought of keeping something that reminds me of him with me at all times, i may do that. especially because i'm leaving the state for ever and his grave is here...I won't be able to visit anymore...i'm moving across the country...but thank you for that thought, i may just use it.

Also depressme thank you for the letter suggestion. That's a great idea if I can bring myself to do it, perhaps if I can it will help me come to terms with things a bit more.