I dont and havent. Ive experienced a lot of disassociation where I just let myself get under so much stress and pressure that I go numb for MONTHS. I will do fine during this period and then it's like my mind and body will try to "catch up" my lost emotions and feelings during that time because I end up having uncontrollable spells of crying for HOURS even at work. It is humiliating and I realized I have put work and jobs where they would replace me the second I leave above my mental health all together.