That I'm naked in bed with T and shes naked, but then I can't hold that for to long and it suddenly feels wrong or feels like another thought is trying to express itself but can only do it in simple terms as you naked with me naked...then its lost, its gone, it gets taken away and I'm left with trying to content myself with T in her chair and me on the couch...and suddenly having T back in clothes again feels right....feels like I dont want to see her naked really,..so what is this part that for short moment thinks it does?...I think I may need therapy : (