There's a woman who fills in for us, but is looking for work. I have used up my ticket to work under review, was found disabled. But I can't afford to risk going over at all. So I had to reduce my work hours. My pay is already reduced, and since that woman wants more hours. Hopefully it turns out to be a win win.

I can't work more hours to fill in for Julie when she's gone on vacations. The other lady can. I am a bit worried I'll be axed out. But I'm kind of trying to wein myself off of work anyway and get back to being on fully on disability. But I have too many bills for the next 2 years to do that. But people have been suggesting lately I give up working, and I have been feeling more stressed about work. I'm hoping reducing a day helps me. I still need the extra money. But I am getting more situated living on my own.

I have off Friday, Monday, Tuesday. Took off Monday, Tuesday was trying to take more days to avoid using my last month of ticket to work. But still have too much because of the extra days from last month. Well I may have put an axe in my coffin they pressure me to work too much and I cannot risk losing my disability. I've really thought about it. I wanted at one time to be off disability, but economically it's just not something I can do. My main med is 19K a year no insurance, but any job I get won't be worth losing the insurance I have that basically covers it.