A bit confused about when you stopped seeing that T, but either way, it has been 10-12 years. Maybe there is someone out there now that might be able to help. Not sure where you are in California, but some schools that have either social work or psychology graduate programs, offer reduced-fee services, because they are a training center. You might look in your area and see. If you are near UCLA or UCSF or Davis or Stanford or UCSD Loma Linda it could be a potential option for you. I did this when I was a starving resident and the woman who helped me was excellent.