You are strong, @sarcgeo, and you will survive. I am sure of that. Please keep us posted. I am so sorry the Pain is being so unbearable for you. Remember that your Daughter Loves You Very Much. I am sure of that! Unfortunately she's going through a lot right now as well. Divorce is not easy for anyone. Forgive Her as I'm sure you've already done and wait for better days. Hopefully you'll be able to meet her again soon! Please take WONDERFUL care of yourself, my Friend, and do not neglect yourself. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @sarcgeo, your Family, your Friends, your Daughter and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!