Hi Aviza, I just want to say I know what its like to have to deal with all you're going through (being pressured to have sex, giving into sex, making poor choices when it comes to sex and dealing with your emotions of loneliness and depression through sexual behavior).

My other advice would be to see your gyno asap for a pregnancy test and STD testing.

I see you making positive strides forward. We make mistakes. I think DBT will be very beneficial to you. It will give you skills to help deal with your emotions and there's even an interpersonal skill set it teaches, like assertiveness.

Sending you hugs.