I’m back to smoking. I just ordered the nicotine patch. I think if I step down on nicotine it will help me. Chewing regular gum helps for the oral fixation but not the nicotine cravings. I am supposed to get the patch tomorrow so I will start on Saturday. I hope it helps.

My job is stressing me the **** out. My kid is just SO BAD. He’s so disrespectful. It’s wearing to be called stupid and be screamed at all day. I was legit going to cry this morning. I listened to metal on the way home and felt better. I think tomorrow will be better. I’ll be better prepared. Only 6 days until winter break!

I think I’m done Christmas shopping. I just have to get RS his Jeep parts. They’re about $70. I told him to buy me a pretty necklace lol. Luckily my gma loaned me some money for my dental procedures and I didn’t spend it all. So I should be ok.