Boiling in poisonous shame over things i said and did in my hypomania this Fall. Muttering to myself what a stupid b!t(h i am, what an asshole, what an idiot. Overeating and oversleeping. Unwashed. Home is a dump. No food in the kitchen. Living on junk from the convenience store. Down a dark hole again. Thought my new regimen of less Seroquel and more Lamictal would save me from depression again but it appears not.