Des..you are taking all these drugs? Or were? That is crazy...you were worried about your Mom dying...I'm worried about you dying.

Where are you getting the Lorazepam? Which is the Ativan your Mom takes....and the Gabapentin? They are prescription drugs.

I'm just worried...I ordered phenibut but never took it...I ordered it because i do not think that I am prescribed enough Ativan...but i never tried it...I am afraid of it and if I was to take it I was only going to take the 200mg dose.