I’ve posted this in the past but I have had hocd since 2004 and haven’t been able to get the right therapist and I’ve been to many. I’ve had this obsession with a video game character for almost two years now. He is perfect to me and he’s taken over my life. No one understands what it’s like they jus think cause he’s not real that it’s no big deal. My obsession with him is taking over my life. I recently found out this character might have a girlfriend and it literally made my stomach hurt since hearing that and I’ve been very depressed more than ever before since. I know now I really have to get over him but I cannot. My hocd also tries to use him against me making me feel like he’s girlish when he’s not and that I don’t like him. I need to move on from him but I’m afraid my hocd is gonna get worse if I have no guy to think of it’s always been that way if I don’t have a guy to think about my hocd is worse. Now I’m feeling hopeless first that I love this character and I’m hurt over him and worry that I’ll never feel this way about a real guy and that he’s messed up my attraction to real guys seriously no real guy does anything for me now and that hurts my hocd too. I really need advice I can’t deal with this anymore. Please any advice?