Thank you everyone, so much, for your concern. The last week has been an extremely difficult one. I have been cycling rapidly and have been going through two manic cycles per day. The episodes are obviously short, but they move quick to different moods, and it is exhausting. I am waiting patiently for the end of school and internship which comes to me the week after this upcoming one. April 17th, to be exact. My pdoc took me off the Lexapro to try and calm down the 'ups' and just left the Lithium and Klonopin. The SI is the same. I came home from T yesterday and slept, literally, almost the entire day and night-- until 10 PM. Then I went back to sleep at 3 AM and slept until 11 AM. I think I have crashed from the exhaustion of all this cycling combined with a very intense therapy session. The worst part is, my husband is trying his hardest to understand, he really is-- but yesterday I felt the distance emanating from both of us.... and felt so awful and uncomfortable. The truth is, I hid in bed all day because I was scared of my mood swings. I figured if I just hid and slept, I wouldn't have to deal with them.