Hello,

First off let me just tell you that I seem to be feeling rather "manic" and "crazy" right now.... nothing out the ordinary really.

The reason why I find it funny that I am posting in this is because honestly...NO ONE WANTS TO HAVE A RELATIONSHIP WITH ME. By this I mean, I have NO friends, just my family. I live with my parents (It's a long story). My parents have me on strict rules to pretty much not talk to them. They just don't want to hear what I have to say, or what I do say is just plain stupid. The only decent relationships I have are wih my wonderful nieces (My twins daughters) I cannot have children of my own, so I love them that much more! My mom is constantly undermining my authority consider9ing them and (they are 2 and a half and 5 moniths... they are my life!). She tells me I annoy her and I annoy them. I am very sensitive and I cry about this.....

What am I to do?

How can I develop other relationships? My relationship with my parents is obviously a litle bit hmm... how can I say this... it's just I can't talk to them at all, and I don't have anyone else to talk to either!!!!!!!!! I need SOMEONE to lend an ear and some advice. I don't know.


MrsLovett