You're not crazy and please be proud of yourself for making that call. Yes, i agree that Twenty Hours seems a bit too much. Certainly there must be a nearer shelter. please let us know if we can do somethign to help you. i am not sure how much I can do personally, as I am not in the UNited States, but PM me if you feel like there may be something I can do. Or write here. Please get away from there, you deserve to stay safe, my dear, sweet, kind, AWESOME and WONDERFUL FRIEND!!!!! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Anxiety Princess, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking and get away from there AS SOON AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN, OK?!