I'm bound and determined to get through this d*@& day feeling alright. I deserve that at least. I will eat something good , listen to some music, maybe read -- watch a little TV and let my problems melt away. I need to sleep early. Tomorrow I start being evaluated at my job to see if I will keep it or not. I'm really stressed about it and while I've had plenty of training I don't feel that prepared. It really couldn't get over quick enough. I just need tomorrow to come and go. But as for today -- I'm not letting tomorrow screw up today. I just won't.


I don't feel great, but I'm trying. I'm at least trying.