Thank you all. I started drinking yesterday. My meds are not helping and i've been extremely depressed. Bad thoughts and just bad turmoil happening in my life these past few weeks.

I was stopped dead in my tracks last night and talked it through with someone. They let me get some of this anger out without judging or giving me a hard time.

I owe you all an apology for making this post. It came out in the midst of my anger and i know now i shouldnt have posted it. I apologize to cheetah for jumping at you.

chalmette