Well no sleep last night , again I am not convinced I will get any tonight either.

It’s impossible to find a comfortable anything.

I must leave at 630-645 am to go see my pulmonary specialist for my follow up. It’s 1.5 hours north. And we will have nothing but rain tonight and all tomorrow.. match my mood I suppose.

I “ hope” that he will be able to give me some idea when Humira will finally get lost and my lungs go back to normal so I can get on a new biologic to hopefully offer me some pain relief.

I’m trying so hard to remind myself eventually something will improve and I’ll catch a break .. but I’m really struggling hard. I’m really tired of hiding in the bathroom crying.

Hugs and cookies to all ~