I wrote you a detailed note relating my difficulties with therapy. It has to get past the moderator. My answer in short... find a reason to exist for someone else. If only to mentor another person like yourself; only more messed up! Therapists are good for psych patients with straight forward ailments. Ailments which have co-morbidity's seem to be just too much work for them! They really piss me off when they sit there taking notes and they constantly stare at the clock above your head. It really makes you feel like they are concerned for your welfare, NOT!