I told her how I wouldn't allow the Christmas lights on because it can cause a fire. She put me on a baby dose of lexepro 2.5 mg. I forgot to tell her it's so bad I cry but I was almost in tears there. Who knew I'm more scared of jail then the hospital. I didn't tell her about the police. Why I was worried. I kinda got stuck on the feelings of the anxiety. I'm suppose to call if I go manic or I don't feel better in like a month. I'm now trying to prepare for my T on Thursday. Hopefully this works!