So, I am doing my 'tomorrow' post technically 'today (1122 PM),' as there is once again zero sleep occurring in my universe. So, trying to be productive, since I am up. So, here I am.

Mood-wise, much better in terms of the irritability. Did some reading about Zyprexa and agitation is a known side effect. Wondering about that. I just almost never am angry or irritable unless I am manic, which I don't think I am at the moment. So, maybe the Zyprexa.

Bought some Christmassy ribbons on sale at Safeway for $1.33 and when my packages start arriving, I am going to wrap them (without opening them first) and put ribbons on them. Something cheery for me to do, since I will be alone on Christmas. Then, I'll open all my packages and pretend like it's a surprise. Ordered some neat stuff, including a cute little tube headphone amp. I used to be heavy into headphones and, since I am writing more again, thought a new amp might spice up my listening and cheer me up.

Sending support and hugs to every one struggling. Just remember, if you think you are the only one who will be alone on Christmas, you aren't. There are a number of us who will be flying solo, so don't despair. You are not really alone.