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I called the CMH center to ask for an appointment with my psychiatrist (I never saw her but i was supposed to have one assigned).
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They told me I have to wait until I see my therapist in February to be seen by a psychiatrist. AjahahGAhah
I asked for an appointment with my GP, fortunately someone cancelled today so I will see him in 2h. He is an *****le. I hope he can give me am AD and a short acting benzo.
Usually I avoid meds but now I think I need them, at least short term.
I want to cry all the time but I am smiling augh.. it hurts
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Crazy, inside and aside
Meds: bye bye meds
CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions
"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-
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