I didn’t have the best session today. I got suddenly sick to my stomach and couldn’t focus. Then I guess my therapist mentioned something about Pdoc wanting me to try visteral for my anxiety. I had called him the other day asking him to increase my geodon And the first thing that came out of my mouth when she said that was “does that mean I’m not getting my Xanax?” I felt like I sounded like a total addict. I have no idea what it means but I told
her I am not taking visteral because I had a bad reaction to it. So I’m just not going to return Pdocs call and I just won’t have him do anything with my meds. She said not to worry about it. But yeah I think once I felt really sick to my stomach I kind of dissociated for the rest of the session and I act loopy when I dissociate.