Feeling sad about the people who no longer speak to me; my son, my sister, my ‘friend’ C. The bad is all on them. It happened as it did and there’s no changing it. You can’t make someone care and love you when they don’t.

The biggest devastation is my son. I had a lifetime of pure love with him before he got tangled up with his now wife. Now he’s alienated himself. He wasn’t even going to wish me a happy birthday. I was getting very upset about that and my h texted him and asked him to at least text me birthday wishes, which he did.