Hey there LonelyMan I'm all about nonconformist views although (hypocrite that I am) I don't pursue what I really want to, which explains my current state.

I think the more we think/act/speak outside the box society has created, the more free we are, the more artistic we can become with how we create a good life with what resources and materials we have. Christmas in July would be awesome. Haha.

I agree with you. We are definitely 'programmed' (or 'brainwashed') as to how to think, act, and speak in order to be accepted and have access to everything in society. So many great novels and films address this moral dilemma too.