Yes, sometimes Life can be REALLY difficult, @LilyMop! I am so sorry you're struggling! I personally see it like this: it is impossible to win each and every challenge, so I'd say just do what you cana nd focus on that. If you're not able to do something, just move on onto the next thing and do something else. Do what you can each day and remember that just because you haven't been able to complete a task or anything else, that doesn't mean you're INCAPABLE of doing it! Some things are just harder to do in general and some other things ar harder to do for some people and less so for others. So don't be too hard on yourself! I hope Life will be kinder to you from now on! Keep trying your best, ok, Friend? Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @LilyMop, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK, MY BEAUTIFUL, CARING, DEAR, SWEET, KIND, AWESOME, SMART, RESOURCEFUL, WISE, GENTLE AND WONDERFUL FRIEND?!