@MarcusAurelius: I'm so sorry to hear your job is causing you anxiety. Anxiety is so hard -- worse than depression for me. I'm certainly no expert on the world of work as i am on disability benefits. But i do remember one trick from the early days of my eight-year career. I would tell myself to just hang in there five more minutes and if at the end of five more minutes it was still too hard i would go tell my boss that i couldn't do it. And of course, the hours would pass and i would have gotten thru the day. Don't know if that will help. Working sure is hard. I admire your attempt and sending you good vibes. Wish i knew what else to say . . .