Thank you @poshgirl. I am so surprised and thankful for the support from everyone here.

I'm still here, and still stuck as all of the shelters in my area are full and none have an open bed. I can't take much more mentally, but I can't leave as I have nowhere to go. I am barely hanging on.

I thought about packing a bag in case they have an opening, but I will need to be smart about that and do it very discreetly, as I will be in a whole world of trouble if he realizes what that I've packed a bag. We aren't planning any trips, so I have no reason to pack a bag.

I keep trying to think of ways to be productive, but I am pretty limited at what I can do without leaving the house.