My first day back so far has been okay, but I just feel a bit sad right now. I really missed you today. I haven't stepped foot in my grandmother's room. I can't do and just walk past. I wasn't a very good granddaughter.

I actually got my sister Y to actually agree to see someone. So far she's agreed to three sessions only. I emailed just now asking to arrange a free 20 min consultation with T1, so hopefully she will reply back soon.

Also going to email someone else, but wonder if I should as she only has only has 2 years experience but she has her availability listed online and could see her as soon as the 31st.