I am so sorry you're hurting so badly, @HALLIEBETH87! At least it seems like your Pdoc really does care about you. Am I correct? Please take WONDERFUL care of yourself as you deserve to feel better and to Live Well just as much as nyone else! PROMISE! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @HALLIEBETH87, your Family, your Friends, your Pdoc and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK, MY AWESOME, BEAUTIFUL, CARING, WISE, DEAR, KIND, SWEET, GENEROUS, GENTLE, SENSITIVE, SMART, RESOURCEFUL, AWESOME AND WONDERFUL FRIEND?!