Things have been strange lately. Severe depression but also with bursts of energy and laughing/euphoria. I feel like reality is slipping away. Keep thinking my meds are poisoning me and feeling like my brain is melting/falling apart. I called my therapist and made an appointment for Monday. I'm just doing everything I can to avoid going to the hospital, I haven't been there in 3 years and don't want to have to go again.