From what I see on here you are doing a great job at being a better person - what I notice about your responses is that you really listen and think carefully about your replies. From my own experience (& very likely others) you are very much a positive force.

Of course I don't see you in your everyday life but if you are similar in your day to day world I would not be surprised.

Please try not to be too hard on yourself - I know that is not always easily done of course.