I believe that definition is wrong. People aren't insane from trying something more than one time. Like learning to ride a bike or cutting down a tree, it sometimes takes trying over and over until it you get that different result. I've tried therapy with 3 different times. The first two times didn't help me so much, but my current therapist is helping me a lot. I could get ignored by 100 people, but one might actually care and listen.

Anyway, I hope things get better for you Fuzzy. You are special.