I feel like I may have had a few helpful, to me, insights recently... having had several years of severe su ideation, amongst other issues.......

However, in real life... since early childhood. There are quite extraordinary, and stifling, barriers to my authentic communication

It is not surprising I am the “oral receptive type”

Without a “large support system”...

However I have been labelled by an Expert as “a bright woman” ( TWO “experts” irl in fact...

So I am not a total “failure”