foreverlost.......the media controls the world and even politics. i sorry you have been suffering for 30 years. my job didn't like my mental illness either and it sounds like you have tried everything. do you still take meds and see a t and pdoc. we are ill just like anyone, diabetes for example, would they be treated unfairly, no. we just need to accept the fact we have an illness and for some it will always stay with us. we're here for you and will always have a good shoulder to lean on. pm me if you like. i have worked for over 23 years..hugs to pj56