So, backstory. I went to a clinician yesterday to be evaluated. I had my best friend with me at the time and I had already told my friend that I didn't want to steer the conversation towards any specific diagnoses, as I felt I had done that in the past. My friend then says, during the interview, if I'm going to tell the clinician what I think might be going on. So I did and clarified to the woman that I didn't want to tell her because I didn't want her to be biased towards anything. I had told her I suspected BPD. By the end of the interview she says that it definitely seems like BPD (she has a lot of experience with it and DBT).

I was fine after the evaluation, but later in the evening I got plagued with thoughts that I faked everything, that I was lying and made the clinician say what I wanted to hear. I don't know if any of it was real or a lie. Does anyone else here get feelings that they've been fake or lying, even if there's no real evidence for it?