I do not think I am one of those who would be missed if I was no longer “there” for whatever reason.. why would I be. I am nothing “special” and I have made many “mistakes”

I have usually been “late to the party”

If I was even allowed to attend at all..

I have not been “favoured” by those in authority ...

Despite being an “oral receptive type”

And having been “too quiet” most of my life..

I am now guilty of the opposite “crime”

And I don’t know where I am going with half of what I say..

Except... I have.. again... lost a good friend to su

And I kinda sorta

Wish it had been me..

But I am not “brave enough”

I am not “good enough”

So I must still remain

Kudos and respect to all who are still here