Hey there, Fuzzy!
I am so glad I have stumbled upon your thread.
I am very sorry for all you have been through.
I do think that "realizing'" things may be painful initially.

Yet, knowing about them can lead to your freedom from any power they may have over you.
I am very hopeful life can get better for you. I am so grateful when I see you sharing like this! Both very grateful and full of hope!

I love you !!!

You know where to find me if you ever need anything!

hug: