I agree with Defective:
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Defective said:
I would drive myself crazy if there was more than one of me(heck i do when theres only one of me).

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There's no way I could marry myself. I could be casual friends...just showing the surface. I laugh a lot. I couldn't be more than that to myself. I have too much emotional baggage. I couldn't handle double the load. I have a handful of real close friends and that's all I can handle.

While I was IP my therapist asked if I still loved my husband. I was in such a bad place at the time I had to actually think about it for a while. I figured out that I did love him and I knew (and still know) that he loves me. He has been so supportive through all of this. He gives me the space I need to deal with my issues and he is always there if I need to bury my head in his shoulder and let it all out. He is willing to go with me to appointments/meetings at my request and willing to back off if I tell him I need the space. He is my soulmate. Usually I don't have to mention what I need from him. he just senses it.