I keep thinking about posting about what has been really bothering me lately, the trauma that is surfacing again and has led to two recent sui attempts. But then I open Tapatalk and get all the way here, and can't type it out. I can't put the words out there. I can barely talk about it, but talking about it is getting easier. I feel like if I can put it on here or on my blog or something like that, I will have this feeling of... IDK... like I'm stronger.

I guess I just want some encouragement that it will be okay, if I do post about it...