Hi
Your posts and struggles are written for me because I am the mirror reflection of you. The only difference is I am a female. I struggle with society anxiety and loneliness and could not hold up a conversation as well. I am extremely lonely, so you are not alone. We are all living in an 'ugly' world and it is really hard sometimes when all your pains consumed you all at once. But I chose to believe there are still genuine, nice and kind people around us. After reading all your posts, I want to tell you that you are a compassionate and beautiful soul, virgin or not and not forgetting that you are very intelligent too. I wish I have a friend like you.