my sleep... is just so full... of trauma... over and over and over....

just tired... the waves and waves of nightmares... during the night never stop... one ... after another... after another.... and.. I can't get them to stop....

when... do they stop... will they ever stop.... had... them as long as I can remember... am 52.... and.. sometimes... I wish.. I never had to sleep... life would be so much more peaceful....

I struggle with trying to decide at night .. lately... whether to take the meds to sleep... or stay awake all night....

I know.. no one can help...

Thank you for just letting me say... how discouraging it is....