Your not answering me today, given everything, has hurt me so badly and you must know it. I don’t believe for a minute that you didn’t see my email. Not in this day and age when everyone checks their email constantly. You’ve hurt me today and you must know it. You’ve chosen to. You either wanted to or you were indifferent to it. Either way, that means something. Something not good. I hate that my heart is breaking again. It feels devastating, especially considering that the external circumstances of my life are objectively terrible right now.