I sometimes feel, that writing stuff down helps me to get it out of my head and process it, or at least make a little bit better sense of what I'm feeling.
If you're worried about sharing publicly you could try writing it down in Word, and then if you feel like it, copy it in here to share.
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn.
"If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba