Happy Holidays to all! I am doing well and am helping with chores while taking care of myself. I am no longer on dating apps and curtailed my contact with strange men. I feel fine and stable. I think this year end will be fine and probably the last time I'll be with my family for the holiday season. I am glad I came home to my family. I cherish their existence and am grateful for their presence in my life. I feel blessed and am thankful for my stability and my situation. I have been stable for the past 10 months. I am doing well and am ready to move again. I hope next year I can work and volunteer. I am happy with what I have and hope that I remain stable. I wish those who are alone this holiday season- a blessed holiday season. I was alone about two years ago during the holiday season, and it was difficult. To be all alone during the holidays is extremely lonely. Thus, I returned home. But, this season is probably the last time that my family will be together. I will cherish these moments and remember them fondly for the rest of my life. I will forge forward with hope and determination. I also wish everybody the same and hope for the best for the upcoming year to all! This site has been a life savior for me. When I have problems, I write about them, read other people's responses, and gain insight to my issues. Thank you for this site and hopefully it will continue to help those like myself who are at times lost in the midst of their situation and problems. Thank you very much!