Oh no!

I read your post in another thread, but didn't realise how bad you felt.

You sound like a lovely person. And you are amongst people who understand.

This forum is a wonderful place, a kind of home for many of us. You can make dear friends here, I promise!

You deserve to live, Rosewater. And to get some enjoyment from life. It's just the depression talking.

Big hugs to you.