Thank you. I needed to hear that. It is incredibly lonely, but as you have said there are many things I can do to occupy and improve myself. Going through a lot of this alone at a time when most people talk of all the fantastic socialising they are doing is tough, but it’s making me tougher. I’ve hit rock bottom. I’m gathering my bearings then I’m going to head for the stars. Sure my mind keeps telling me to give up, but I refuse. I’ve made it through 43 years, most of which has been hell, and I plan on sky diving for my 100th B’day.