Managed to get a few hours leave from IP. My parents took my niece and I swimming at the beach. My niece is 11 and full of energy and joy. Some of which rubbed off on me. So that mixed with being immersed in the Indian Ocean lifted my mood, and gave me hope.

Now I have 11 hours till bedtime to kill. Concentration is bad, but I might try a book and/or Netflix. At least I have the internet in here. Very lucky I’m in a private hospital. Well that’s what I pay insurance for. State hospitals are very depressing places with nothing to do but jigsaw puzzles and drawing, or worse, being tied to a bed. My pdoc almost got me locked up last Friday but instead went for the chemical restraint then see how I was on Sat.

My heart goes out to all on PC struggling this Christmas. Sending comforting vibes to all who need them. Stay safe. I will try to be on PC so PM me or start a post if you need a distraction.