Sometimes I feel like everybody is against me. Like, there must be something awful about me that makes people stop liking me. Maybe even something I don't notice is bothering people.

My best friend has basically demoted me. It's kind of confusing as to why exactly, but my husband says it's because she doesn't need me anymore like she used to. Like she replaced me.

My other close friend, well, has just left me out of her life unexpectedly the last couple months. That's the friend that let me sleep with her husband that one time. I believe it did come back in bite me on the *** on that one, I think she thinks her husband likes me. *shrugs*, I thought we were normal...I don't get it.

The other friend I have gotten close to recently just told me she's moving back to Indy....makes me sad.

Nobody relates to me much, maybe I'm hard headed or just on a different road or something. I don't know.