I think fundamentally I'm a sad person, a lonely person, and a person with a lot of 'issues'. When I say 'person' I mean my mind. But over time I discovered a certain value in positiveness, it's something that really resonates with me, and maybe it's the missing part that should've been there in my upbringing, but wasn't. I find negativity to be painful and dark, and positiveness to be light and uplifting, so, in that respect, I prefer to be a positive person. And actually it's part of my character now, though lately I've been struggling with the other side of the coin, the negative.